As I was lying on the couch
and I don’t mean my psych´s couch, just the one in the living room… I just could not stop thinking about the biggest thing on my mind lately…. Am I on the right path??
I mean, I have been without a regular job for almost 2 years now, getting by on odd little jobs and good luck, but without a feeling of neither stability nor security. The lack of stability and security is something, which is bothering me lately and even making think about whether I should just go ahead and accept a crappy job somewhere, anywhere, to at least have some cash available.
Now… this is probably what every normal thinking person would do, especially after having lived on hardly anything for 2 years, always having to make ends meet and thinking ahead where to get the groceries, short cuts to save on fuel etc.
But… there are a few reasons why I just can’t seem to get myself to make that decision.
One being that I really hated the life I was living before, not having time for anything and commuting all the time, trading my time for money, trading my joy of life for some extra bucks.
The other one, probably the most important one for me, is that I am so absolutely convinced that I can do it. So absolutely convinced that I will make it. Totally convinced that working at home is possible, as long as my Mac laptop and Internet connection don’t fail on me.
So… there you have it. I am ABSOLUTELY convinced that I CAN and WILL make a good living online… only have to fight a few “minor†enemies of mine… which are my need for perfection (if something’s not perfect, I won’t do it, bad bad attitude if you need to get stuff done) and my mind shattering into too many directions… Hey…. let us be fair, if you do any navigation online at all, you just know the internet is packed with a huge amount of opportunities just waiting for you to be taken advantage from!
Ok ok …. No more perfectionism… (By the way, still not smoking and it has been 17 hours, 31 minutes and 13 seconds now!) and no more falling into any moneymaking trap.
It is about time to monetize my domains and make some tough decisions today!
Is there really something wrong with me, for preferring to believe I can pull this off?

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